my stressful life! Ah!
Ah there’s so much things going on at once at the moment! i don’t know where to start lol ! It’s good and bad! K so first off.. My dad’s been helping me with bills So that’s off my list a bit. Works been alright, keeps me going. What’s really stressing me out is school the most. No one said it was easy neither. It’s 3 weeks until i graduate, that means finals are coming up, and AP Exams are too. Some of my grades in my classes aren’t looking too great, and i’m already scared about the finals. So i need to drop everything and seriously just focus on this right now. I know 3 weeks is going to fly by and i deff don’t want to screw things up. I haven’t even sent in my deposit for college nor done anything about it. Sigh i’m such a slacker and it’s biting me in the ass. And then, there’s prom. I just decided what dress i want but it’s so pricey and i don’t know if i should spend all that money torwards a dress.. and plus tickets and others little things. Is it really worth it? I don’t know. I know it’s my senior year and i want to be involved with this first and last things. I know i don’t want to ask my parents for money neither. Ah. But Yeah, lol my heads spinning around. But i promised myself if i get through this and i know i will because i have faith in myself.. i’m going on a trip by myself to Vietnam this summer to go visit my family for a long while. I made up my mind. So Lets see how i handle this first. I’m super excited and yet scared at the same time. I have a good and bad feeling but i know this is all worth it in the end.
